unhappy HOLIDAY~

My holiday was started since the last day exam(09/june)monday~
i was planning to go singapore visit my family,my old frens,and the places...
but..not really happy...because i lost sumting...u may ask:"wat u have lost?just find it back~"

hmmm~the thing that i lost canot buy with money,canot get it back as u want it,and alrdy accompany me since i was 6years old....

really sad and heart pain...but will trying to make myself easy and keep happy mood always..
nowadays,except playing perfect world,im relly less join fren's activities..hmm trying to join more,feel that,all ppl is changing...because of the environment surrounding

i cant control all the things..i just hope..at least,there is sumone always standby to hear me,to concern me and listen to me><

thx god that give me a not bad life,and..sorry that i was "tamak" ,hope to have all of the happiness and blissful..but i know i cant..nobody can have 100% perfect life